okay so it’s already 12:30am of 8/15 and here i am writing about 8/14. I saw a different kind of spider in the past morning. Its tentacles are a little thinner and more darker than the spider we usualy see in our house. And it also seems more agressive and faster in making its web bec we just saw its web conected to our electric fan. A normal spider wont conect its web to moving thing. A normal spider usualy makes its web in the corners where no one and nothing moving excep it. So its weird. I wonder why such spider shows up. Well its not like its my first time to see such weird things in our house. Ever since we renovated the house, it has been left open to all kinds of flying insects or even birds. We had no ceiling after the renovation or rather incomplete renovation. Not only we had not a ceiling, one side of the wall from which the old roof was removed has been left just like that so the distance between the top edge of the wall and new roof is open to outdoors. Thats how the flying insects and birds started to drop by inside our house. We even had a bat as our guest for a night! We just saw it hanging from long steels in the roof one night and it stayed until the next day.
I almost forgot to write for today. Well there’s nothing much to tell about today except the flying cockroach that i shouldve killed if we had a spray. So this cockroach showed up while i was reviewing. I stared at it while it was walking on the wall right next to me until it stopped. Its antenas were so huge and i can see them moving as if the cockroach is controlling them to detect things around it and i believed it’s sensing me and i think it’s assessing me whether i am harmful to it or not. When i got up it still didnt move until i went downstairs to ask mom if we have a spray. She told me the spray ran out of its content. This i realized that almost everytime i encounter a cockroach i am always unequipped with the right weapon and it irritated me.When i came back i saw that it was gone from where it was before. But i as i scanned quickly the room i saw it walking on the other side of the wall. I didnt think twice before trying to kill it with my slipper. I said trying bec i missed. Again another irritation. I almost forgot also to tell that i finally didnt have another bowel movement for today which means my decision to quit fish oil is just right.
Enough with the details of me waking up in the morning. Let’s just go directly to the highlights of this day. First off is that i have fully realized that fish oil can really make your stomach upset. It can give you frequent bowel movements daily. So i decided to quit taking it. Well it definitely made me look stupid quitting it after using it for already more than 6 months. The reason for the decision to quit fish oil only now because i am strongly hoping that the side effects will eventually go away. But its not the case so there. Goodbye fish oil! But i might still try to use fish oils of other brands. Maybe i can find one that will not give me those side effects. The next highlight is the Robbin William’s death. I just heard it from the tv news when i was reviewing. I remember the time when we first watched the Mrs. Daughtfire. It really made us laugh so hard. I was supposed to be sad when i heard the news but when the tv reporter said that the cause of his death is suicide ( i didnt realy heard it well if its suicide. I also heard ‘intoxification’ from the news so i cnt realy tell), my supposed sadness stopped. Everytime i heard someone died bec of suicide or drug abuse, i always think they dont deserve to be grieved by people. They ruined themselves and for me its not something to be pitied or cried upon. Well thats just me. The next highlight is when my dad told me that his coworker sugested that i and my brother might apply for one of their clients as sales agents. It made me think of the comisions i will get if i will be able to sell their products. And it made remember the one extra task im doing in my work which is to get the cafeterias menu for the day and get the orders of my coworkers. I enjoy doing that. Sometimes when almost everyone ordered, i felt happy and satisfied. Maybe i should really try to become a sales agent. I remember reading the brief profile of my acounting profesor in the school newspaper. It stated there that before she took and passed the cpa exam, she first became a sales agent. She said the job makes her happy.
I woke up earlier than the alarm time i set. But i didnt get up from bed until the alarm rings. Fearing i wont wake up as the alarm rings, i got up 10 mins. Earlier than the alarm time. I turned off the alarm so it never rang. I proceeded to the dining table and waited for my mom to serve the food. The viand are small fishes called ‘dilis’ and one fried egg. I always eat rice during breakfast because my is forcing us and she always tells us that it will make us full until lunch time. I remember when i was enrolling for the first semester of my third year in college, i experienced a very nerve-wrecking and embarrasing moment. As i was walking the corridor leading up to the registrar’s office, i forgot that i was carrying a small pouch with tuition fee inside it. I meant i forgot that the pouch i was carrying is left open. So the side of the pouch which is used as the opening, dropped and the bills flew out of the pouch. And i thought that the reason why i forgot about the pouch is because i only ate 2 slices of bread during my breakfast. As i arrived in the office, the internal auditor told me that my report is not balanced. Thankfully, i already mastered my task. So the day goes by as i typed and typed. Sheryl, my oficemate is again releasing her emotions and feelings to our supervisor as she is again encountering a difficult situation regarding her interaction with the HR head. She is deeply pissed off by the attitude and work habits of the hr head. As of now, that is The only highlight this day. After i went home, i ate all the bread left in our cabinet and bought additional snacks from ate rose. After having my snack, i went up to our 2nd flor to start my daily cpa review. As i sat down, my mind started to wonder and i was really having a hard time focusing in my review. Its like my mind is adjusting in its own way before really starting to function. So i prayed to God. Thats the time when i suddenly thought of writing the happenings in my life.